When It’s Time to Start Over…

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I’ve been working on a story for about a year. Granted, most of last year was spent revising ALLIANCE, but in between waiting on notes from my agent, this has been what I’ve worked on.

I got pretty far into the book, but I couldn’t figure out a way to wrap it up. That’s when I realized that I just kept writing and writing and I had NO idea where I was going. I just figured it would come to me… but it didn’t.

So when I started revising, I saw the story and I loved the characters… but the further I got into revising, I realized that the plot just wasn’t there. The characters were there, the internal motivation was there… but the plot? oh the plot was ALL over the place. Oh and it’s a murder mystery, so plot REALLY needs to be on point.

So instead of continuing to revise, I opted to start over.

Completely start over.

Not glancing at the words I’d written before, no copy/paste the good parts… but pull out a crisp new page rewrite.

And you know what’s happening? Awesomeness.

I’m incorporating things I had never thought of before and shaping the plot in a way that is more exciting. Rewriting has also given me a sort of “god-like view” of the story and so it’s allowing more natural placement of subtle hints.

Sometimes starting over on something that you’ve been working on for so long can be really frightening. Sometimes it’s not smart. But there are times when it’s the breath of change you’ve been searching for.

There’s nothing scarier than a blank page, but who has time for fear?

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Thoughts on Creativity (from smarter people than me)

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Last week I was able to attend the Circles Conference. It’s a creative conference with a bent towards graphic artists, photographers, and those in video production. Although I am none of those, it’s still an amazing creative conference (I mean, look at these speakers) and I walked away completely inspired!

Here are a few nuggets:

Shawn Blanc, writer and designer

“It’s a fight to stay creative. You fight fear, shame, doubt, anxiety, and isolation. Fear can keep you from doing your best work. But fear can also be used as a mile marker. The fact that you’re afraid is proof that you’re on the right track.”

Ways to make sure you won’t quit:

  • Show up every day (establish a routine)
  • Rest well (this goes beyond sleep)
  • Have clear goals and celebrate your progress
  • Have fun (create without inhibition. Spew out a draft and then edit)
  • Find community.

“Don’t complain about what you permit.”

Helena Price, photographer

  • Lay the prep work (pick a thing and commit. Figure out what to do with your time and then spend it getting better at that one thing)
  • Check your motivation (why do you want to do this? Motivation can’t be about insecurities or outside affirmation).
  • Look for paths others aren’t taking (aka don’t do what everyone else is doing).
  • Make the work. (no excuses, start writing! Read Ella Luna’s “The Crossroad of Should and Must.”
  • Stay focused.
  • Take care of yourself. (burn out kills creativity).

“Success can get you off course. Don’t worry about what others around you are doing. Stay focused on your passions and your craft. Always treat success as temporary as it will keep you from getting lazy and also helps you stay thinking long term.”

James White, visual artist and designer

(side bar: I think I have a crush on James White. His work is out of this world and right up my nerd alley! If you love Marvel, pop culture, Star Wars, and the 1980s… CHECK HIS WORK OUT!)

“Always have fun! The Best ideas are usually the ones that start off… ‘You know what would be funny?”

  • Get paid for your work.
  • Don’t bite off too much.
  • Strike while the iron’s hot.
  • Take a shot – do something.

Jeremy Cowart, photographer

Y’all, his talk was a narrated video and I can’t even begin to describe how visually creative and inspiring it was. His life message is: “I can.” I also cried.

I’m pretty sure it’s going to be a Ted Talk in February, so I’ll post the link then!

Larry Hubatka, creative director

“The people who can take dreams and turn them into reality are really rare. If you find one, hold on to them.”

“If you are not intentional about creating the dynamic you want in your projects, then you will end up living in something you never wanted.”

Tad Carpenter, designer, illustrator, and author

His work is absolutely out of this world and he writes children books and illustrates them! He’s also hilarious and I laughed so much during his session I forgot to take good notes.

“You have to pay your dues before you can pay your rent.”

“Don’t ever let your work get unfun.”

It spoke to the creative in me and also was great timing since I just got another round of revision notes from my agent. I’m now hopped up full of inspiration and feel like I can conquer the world! #conferencehigh

Next year they are having the first ever Lines Conference, focused on writers, bloggers and SM managers (aka ME), but unfortunately, the dates overlap with a conference I have to work. Blah. Maybe 2017!

Go Time!

Today is the alternate round of Pitch Wars!

Thanks a bazillion to my mentor Trisha Leigh whose insights, encouragement and brilliant suggestions made my manuscript a whole new shiny object! Thanks to my fellow mentee Anna Patel for all the encouragement and behind the scene freak outs! And finally special thanks to Brenda Drake and Dee Romito for hosting and putting this whole contest on!

This was such a fun experience and I met so many amazing writer friends! I am so happy I was asked to be involved!

#TeamLeighgit #forever

 

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“Far away there in the sunshine are my highest aspirations. I may not reach them, but I can look up and see their beauty, believe in them, and try to follow where they lead.”
― Louisa May Alcott